Wednesday, March 27, 2013

My Chemical Romance has been my favourite band ever since I discovered them 7 years ago.


Very unfortunately, they finally disbanded on March 22nd. After being a fan of them for so many years, the news did hit me a little hard. It's a shame to see them go. The song that first introduced me to them is Helena.



I got hooked by them instantly. Yes, they've always managed to hit that right spot between rock/punk/metal. I can only say that they're truly unique and I haven't came across any bands that is remotely close to their style.

Maybe it's because they have songs that lets you sing your lungs out and vent all your feelings away. Songs like I'm Not Okay that is still my all time favourite. At least half the songs from each album are my favourites, they just hit all the right spots. I remember the days I will sing until my throat gets sore, it's that awesome.

It's regretful that I didn't have the chance to catch their live performance at least once. I wish that they would have some sort of reunion in the future, get on a tour, or it'll be such a shame.

Thankfully, there has been another band that also has a distinct style and voice, Fun. Of course, they belong in entirely different categories, but it's the feeling that the songs bring.; especially when you see the acoustic versions in their live recordings.

I have nothing more to say, I was totally bummed out on the day I discovered they disbanded, that feeling has passed but man, it's just that tingling sense of regret.

Thank you MCR for all the amazing music.
So long and goodnight, 
We'll carry on.

Labels: disband, featured, life, mcr, my chemical romance, sad, sigh

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Wednesday, November 14, 2012

I happened to see this new kpop MV by Ailee, and she is really hot.



But it reminded me of how depressing life really is. Strong people are strong because something fucked them up in the past. You try harder because you fell down in the past, you grow stoic as you get accustomed to the pain, you push your feelings down the gutter because it's harder to embrace them.

Everyone started from a blank slate as a child, filled to the brim with naiveness and dreamt of the impossible. Yet everything around us just keeps pulling us deeper and deeper into this shit hole where everyone becomes selfish and horrible.

"Sometimes, the saddest person is the one who laughs the most."

I've seen many variations of that quote all over social/media platforms. I would pause for a second and think (again and again), "well, that's true". But I would take another second and think, "doesn't that apply to everyone?" Life is pretty depressing if you strip it down to it's bare bones.

I'm not sad or anything, it just really sucks having to rediscover this idea while watching an MV with a really, really pretty singer.

I could continue ranting on for another thousand words about how we try to prove a point to someone, but end up turning into someone we said we'll never become. I feel all dark and negative thinking about this, but it's precisely because I'm pessimistic that I could see the brighter side of life should it present itself. Like how my friend baked some butter cookies for me the other day, it absolutely made my day.

Oh well, life sucks, enjoy it while you can. 

Labels: random, sad, thinking

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Sunday, July 01, 2012

By the time I was your age, I'd give anything
To fall in love truly, was all I could think
That's when I met your mother, the girl of my dreams
The most beautiful woman, that I'd ever seen

She said, "Boy can I tell you a wonderful thing?
I can't help but notice, you're staring at me.
I know I shouldn't say this, but I really believe
I can tell by your eyes that you're in love with me"

Now son, I'm only telling you this...
Because life, can do terrible things

Now most of the time, we'd had too much to drink
And we'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything
Too young to notice, and too dumb to care
Love was a story, that couldn't compare

I said, "Girl, can I tell you a wonderful thing?
I made you a present with paper and string.
Open with care now, I'm asking you, please.
You know that I love you, will you marry me?"

Now son, I'm only telling you this...
Because life, can do terrible things
You'll learn, one day, I'll hope and I'll pray
That God, shows you differently

She said, "Boy can I tell you, a terrible thing?
It seems that I'm sick and I've only got weeks.
Please, don't be sad now, I really believe
You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me"

Slow, so slow
I fell to the ground, on my knees

So don't fall in love, there's just too much to lose
If given the choice, then, I'm begging you, choose
To walk away, walk away, don't let her get you.
I can't bear to see the same happen to you.

Now son, I'm only telling you this...
...Because life, can do terrible things



One of the saddest songs I've heard, but it's kinda amazing how they compressed an entire love story into a song.

Labels: mayday parade, music, sad, terrible things

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Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Just watched this yesterday.

It was funny as hell. But it certainly lived up to it's NC16 rating. With lots of boners and fapping. Oh the fapping. Also gay sex and lots of porn references. It makes that so much better.


OH NO YOU DIDN'T! Oh hell yeah I did.

I split the post due to spoilers. So don't read it unless you've watched it, or you don't plan to watch it.

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Labels: annoyed, awesome, movie, must watch, rant, sad, sigh, you're the apple of my eye

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